Finally, after 11 long days of waiting, I was able to hold Emma for the first time today!!!
We hadn’t realized she could even be removed from the isolette, let alone held, so, of course, we jumped at the opportunity when the nurse offered us “a little cuddle”. The NICU advocates “Kangaroo Care” (aka “skin-to-skin care” in which the baby is placed on the parent’s chest clad only in diaper and cap). It probably took 10 minutes for the nurse and the respiratory technician to get Emma (and her tubes & wires) moved out of her incubator and positioned properly, but I was able to hold her for more than a half hour. At first, I was worried by the ringing of the monitors/alarms (signifying that Emma’s oxygen saturation levels or heart rate had changed) but she soon settled in and got comfy. It was so wonderful to hold her and feel her movements against me… I’ll remember those special, precious moments for the rest of my days.
Afterwards, I was able to feed Emma again and change her diaper. It is amazing how much I look forward these routine baby-care tasks
The NICU nurse also gave us this card with Emma’s footprints on it…Given that she seems to have very long feet (like her parents
, it will give you a sense of how very tiny she is…
While the results of the echocardiogram hadn’t returned when we left the NICU today, the neonatologists were 95% certain that Emma will require surgery to close the PDA. We should know more tomorrow.